Missing him more

Billy came home this past weekend because he was out of hours and needed to do a reset. 

I picked him up in St Mary's Georgia which is right on the Georgia/Florida state line. 

We went out to eat at a really yummy BBQ place and then came home. 

We spent Sunday visiting his mom and running around looking at houses and what not. 

When I took him back to his truck on Monday morning we said our good bye's and he headed out .... before he was gone even 30 minutes the overwhelming missing him feeling sunk in ... It's getting harder and harder to be apart from  him lately. I think maybe because its been a year straight now that we have been apart really other than a few days here and there ... Part of me wants to get on the truck and go with him for a bit but I hate the truck life .. I really do ... 

What to do what to do?!